Goodnight, goodnight, went out after work tonight
Only meant to stay for a swift pint
And I’m giving you a call though I’m in no fit state
And I know it’s far too late
And I’m hardly thinking straight
Apparently I am incapable of not ruining my own life. Not comfortable when I’m comfortable and always forgetting how much being sad weighs down on me.
Can’t keep blaming other people. It’s definitely me.
Something about bandages
Just had weird sleep paralysis. Could literally feel someone come into my room and start talking to me. It was horrible but I cannot for the life of me remember what was said. Would be nice to know to analyse the shit out of but no. Hope this doesn’t rear it’s ugly head again. Thought I was past that shit.
I wonder if it’s stress related. I’ve lost 2 stone in the last 2 weeks and I’ve done nothing to my diet or exercise. Don’t think it’s good weight loss at all. /rant.
Verbal abuse down the phone.
Friend arrested.
Car battery died.
Locked out of flat.
Locked in flat.
All we need now is a fire to complete the fuckery that is my day.
We climbed every tree together
And it never ever rained
‘Til we climbed back on the train
That would take us so far away
From the village and the bay
Think I’ve found my new favourite reaction GIF.
“It’s Just Not Cricket”, Sticky Wickets, The Duckworth Lewis Method
